DFI (2023)

COVER GRAPHICS BY: TYLER SMITH
COVER PHOTO BY: CALEB BARTHOLOMEW
PRODUCTION, MIXING, MASTERING BY: TIM MENSA

Click To Watch — “DFI” 2023

 

LYRICS

i didn’t find it here
i been on the hunt for years
learned to face every fear
i didn’t find it

i didn’t find it here
like it took another year
sized up every fear
i couldn’t find it / i didn’t make shit

seventeen, nowhere to go
now i hit up every show
like i got goofy cash to blow
until i find it

thought it’d be in nyc
now im over twenty-three
shit ain’t sweet
it’s paid leave
until i find it


 

SHAPESHIFT (2020)

written and arranged by me
mixed by myself and Sonny Miles
mastered via Ozone 9
inspiration from Tyler, The Creator's 'Glitter'

lyrics

iiii got no new pictures of my friends
runnin runnin round town
no means to an end

its funny how you song title
make it all pretend
chest tight
slow start
can’t feel this way again (again)

restless and im paranoid as hell
yeah you say you know it best
give a fuck about intelligence
maybe im
selfish
write me off the guest list
can’t take any of the credit
better off to just forget it

s-s-sunday best listenin to igor
butterfly rav 4
yeah im gone gone out the door

all and all im feelin a lot better
whenever you come around
you put me back together

cuz i
and i
and i’m in love
in love
in love with you
and you
yes i’m in love

i think its funny how you shapeshift
make it all pretend
had enough said i
hope i don’t feel this way again (again)



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“Shapeshift” 2020

all and all im feelin a lot better
i shine just as bright
a ruby getting redder

just think
i’ll never be on letterman
might shoot for jools
but fuck fallon forever uhhhh

fireworks
i feel like glitter
and every time you come around
i feel like glitter

cuz youre my bridge
and youre my chorus
you know that i could
could not ignore this

its common sense
could not afford it
let’s make some moves
like i recorded


“Eugena” 2019

written and arranged by me
mixed by myself and Aaron Bastinelli
mastered by Aaron Bastinelli
chorus lyrics by Kate Delahanty

LYRICS

well im at a loss
self sabotage
building bridges
i can’t ever seem to cross

head above the clouds
in hopes of coming down
now

cuz when i woke up
today
i knew that i felt this way
not the same
i knew when i was just awake
it came to me
just what i want to say



all these superficial lies
theyre eating up my time
(its fair, ill leave, i see it now)

my heart is in the stars
my eyes are on your mind
(no cap, its off, and leaking out)

eugena’s by the bar
i wonder what she likes
(no ice, stay kool, you’re freaking out)

we’re seven feet apart
and almost out of sight
(on god, i might, just stay)

cuz when i woke up
today
i knew that i felt this way
not the same
i knew when i was just awake
it came to me
just what i want to say

and when i drift off
tonight
with thoughts ill overcomplicate
nothings changed
i know that if i fall asleep
summer ends
without you next to me

Released September 1, 2019

 

written and arranged by me
mixed by me
mastered by Frankie Siragusa

LYRICS

maybe that’s just the cancer in me
feeling so overly
sentimental

i’m running out of much else to say
that doesn’t come off some way
existential

what nightmares have i starred in lately?
was i oscar-worthy
at only 19?

misremember the past just for fun
so it don’t way a ton
wipe the slate clean

hardly could have ever
let you get me down
you took all my sweaters
but you’re cold when i’m around
hard to be together
when all you do is frown
we could all be better
and i’ll believe it now



“The Reg” 2018

still acting so tough
multiplying all the times i didn’t know much
nothing ever adds up
and i’m just stuck wondering why i never gave up

honestly
there’s not much to read in your eyes
naturally
i was caught by surprise
finally
we can simplify our lives
we’re feeling alright

Released August 31, 2018